A field of thought twists and climbs like a ravenous vine. logic seems far fetched as the vines rise in waves and crash into a stranglehold that squeezes perception into a faint light. Battered by the waves the shores of an Island disappears with each step - each step a crossroad devoured in bliss as the vines thicken from all it consumes. The Island fades eternally - reinventing it's shores just beyond the farthest reach of an ever growing vine; the vine adjusts it's appetite to prefer the taste of change. The Island is everything the vine hates - it is reason, equality, freedom, understanding and acceptance in a world of languages scripted per the days fashion. A flower in a sea of vines flowers amidst the weeds beckoning the hinges of perception to release the doors in lieu of windows nailed shut. The Island is the middle of nowhere center of it all and hikes up its shores submitting itself to the waves that rise out of chaos - swollen from ignorance and thrusting from a hollow - only to find the Island to be a mirage. A matador excites the world which seeks to confound and blind - a world that rears a devils tangle of choking breath, gathering all it's reaches into a killers grasp and in one mighty blow it attempts to plow the dull edges of confusion into a peace that is still, calm and unnerved. The Islands an illusion - a matador that lures it's enemies from out of the dark as it travels into the unknown of each approaching moment. That vine of chaos which cultivates the frustration like a gardener in order to feed once it's full bloom, chokes on itself as the matador pulls away the veil as the monstrous bull of tangles strikes. The Islands a myth - a flower amidst a sea of weeds, the eye shut to a world closing in. It seems that to find the light of a situation one must enter the dark. There's frustration and hope with every breath - so inhale for a change of breath...

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day three of fast...

Don't buy into the "News" - critique it. The masses move like tempestuous waves of hunger towards a shore of spoon shaped views; we have become addicted to woe and watching the world crumble around us - we channel the majority of our powerful minds into a torrential regurgitation of hand picked problems from the Media giants - and that's alright, just understand that problems exist all around and we're captivated by how intense they burn across our television and computer screens. Once you're aware you need not wait for the news to come to you - you go to the news and never take the same road twice in one trip. Like a fighter create angles to approach the problem and as a fighter step in with punches and step away with punches as well (the punch be a sharp mind yet open perspective). The filthy rich (gotta luv em) have royally fucked off their excessive leisure's, they lose one of many homes, cars, yachts etc - left with millions of equity and yet they cry. Now there are stories of those who took risks with their own money and have gone from being millionaires to delivering pizza's, sad but the poor lose jobs over BS all the time - where's their story of losing a below minimum wage job with no benefits or room for concrete growth (from french fries to drive thru window doesn't count). I'm all over the place I know - ultimately the recession is about the changes of the financial power dynamic (hinged upon the acquisition of debt) the middle class now has to adjust the trajectory of their american dream for the inevitable 'Long Shot' that the poor are stressed into gambling for the majority of their lives. As long as there are summer blockbusters, new automobiles (Toyota's are built in the U.S. by the way) and a plethora of athletes getting millions a year then there's no recession - it's called "THRIFTING" and it's only new to the illustrious rich who once made a mockery out of the blue collar worker on their way up and even on the way down they still seek to establish footholds on the backs of the poor. Step back and think: you need dirt, so someone digs that dirt up and lends it to you - there's a hole that you agree to fill based on the dirt lender's approval of your ability to do such; the dirt lender was only concerned with closing the deal and neglected you as a person without the means to live comfortably and make enough dirt to cover your peace of mind with enough left to fill the hole. push always comes to shove and the blue collar gets behind on dirt and that hole gets deeper per the lenders term for the enterprising and hopeful blue collar that believes in the American way of reaping what you sew. The hole eventually swallows the worker and what the lender has sewn is an even deeper hole from start that needs to be filled - the dirt dealer has a friend who deals dirt as well and agrees to buy the hole for the value it would have if it weren't a hole. the hole is now an asset based on a failed business transaction - maybe the lenders should be penalized and lose that loan if the upon re assessment it's found that the borrower wasn't qualified - it's akin to selling alcohol to a minor or giving a blind man a gun or putting a coin in a slot machine: it's wrong and the results can be fatal from a gamble that could never be justified. This is bullshit and don't believe the panic that's being sold. We trusted the rich - enamored by their wealth and associated their money with intelligence, they screwed us all the way to the bank and when the bastard child was born months later they're claiming it's not theirs...

You know that war means innocent lives are taken - regardless of what side you're on. You know that we only kill the poor - the rich are never bombed, only a version of their Harlem, Compton, SW Atlanta. You know that the education systems are imbalanced and creates distance between the opportunities available for the youth of upper and lower classes. You know that we are constantly trying to use a broken wheel to turn the world around - Feel free to think freely don't buy into the news use it carefully or else it'll explode in your face leaving you blind to all else except the sights and sounds that are sponsored for you to hear....

*I like the concept of successful athletes, music and movie stars alike are great for what they give us (an escape and something to aim for/ at) . I believe that you must fight the 'good fight' from the place you call home; there needs to be an adjustment at the bottom so that income inspires pride and if you're one of the assholes who financially fucked the poor and now is positive with H.I.P. (homeless in poverty) then you'd be able to live financially calibrated to have what you work for without the grim reaper of debt at your door.

I actually have nothing to justify keeping a Blog - no juicy gossip for what's told to me is only shared with the teller; share secrets only with the secrets keeper. the technical side is an over glorified wish list that we all share. the latest movies and music I'm too poor to afford an accurate "Jump" to share / critique so I'm left to state that I'm closing down on day three of a non-religious (organized) fast - day one was a impromptu leap and day two was a rich junkies stroll throughout the wee hours of the night; all I could do was think of the things that I was going to eat once it was over - woke up in the middle of day three (7 am; started fast late afternoon) and actually tried to think of food (out of habit?) and found the thoughts as stimulating as the Sex in the City movie (?) so if you've read this I applaud your patience and thank you for your time... Are blogs invalid if not updated daily?

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theme on themer

The beauty of song is that the shape it takes is all relevant to the endless ear funnels in which it is poured. From there is fills a cavity of perception whose shape is incomprehensible in itself. the sound cools over an ever changing mood - what is initially heard can quickly cement its resonation in the listener; whose ability to navigate, swim and circumnavigate the jagged shallows or omnipotent depths of composition is based upon how well an ear matures - an ear without eyes. We're all exquisite connoisseur's of what's exotic yet the simple need for a melody, lyric, beat will compel us to supersize the funnel, force it until all hope of "getting it" spills out onto the floor - shapes shift from out of frequencies, distorted waves of "goodbye" and / or "hello" (depending on what you feel); mass produced too cut you loose from the mind that grinds the noose from five to nine - sounds legendary on 'rewind', the riff's a myth of decibels - some cool breeze to blow the mind. gunfights and car chases bridging bars with bait (just a sucker for the hook); what the fuck did that speaker spray? I like my volume with the lights on - "space car driver are you really enjoying that tweeter flap?" looks like shit, sounds like shit - some of us are bent to quack - most of us will commence to sound like that - favored are the few who coil around the sound so precious to fold your time around. look at nonsense on parade - the emperor is still a fool: snapping his fingers to the sound of heavy leaving.

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...blow your house down

I recently re-read an article by Kevin Kelly in the June 09 issue of Wired (one of my neck and neck favorites). The article is titled "The New Socialism" - it's a great comparison of the old Governed Socialism to what it is today: a selfish volunteer workforce for a multifaceted and multi-platform greater good; it basically dissolves the obstacles that Capitalism provides when in the pursuit of something that is truly better / new and improved. The article made me think that amidst the wars, global warming, recession etc. that maybe the "open source" approach to the internet and its applications is the first step towards an enlightened society. Now we are far away from that sans a mind boggling catastrophic occurrence that plummets us into a unified crisis, leveling the playing field in such a manner that we're left with no other choice but come together... sorry but prepare yourself for a long winded statement; the open source approach to fixing the "bugs" has proved by far to be a huge and valuable success - according to Kelly's article over 60,000 'man years' were selfishly poured into the release of Linux 9 alone. Ultimately those involved aren't looking for fame or fortune - not even a pat on the back, they bridge gaps between unknown possibilities, allowing conclusions to be concisely drawn and essentially propel our thinkers onward, eliminating the need to hire, fire, consult, package, market, price, sell, update (you get the picture). So I started thinking of "open source" as another way to skin the proverbial cat - that of course requires numerous levels of expertise and education that I am far from: the way I 'humbly' think of this approach is basic, the infrastructure underlying our most inhumane conditions across the globe - lack of life essential resources such as a clean drinking water, sustainable food sources, education and eerily most of all a 'Voice' that's not muffled and heard by those with an ability to implement positive change (without petitions, red tape and commercials which are shocking and sad but seem to be an overall waste of money in it's production and broadcasting alone).

I know long - I need to get to the point, I pretty sure that I can and will and if this becomes too much don't worry, this is a Nicole Richie Blog in a few hours from now it'll be nothing more than skin and bones and you'll wonder how it even exists..

O.K. - the 60,000 man years that went into Linux 9 alone (in a year!) is a beacon of hope, we of course have to make a living and as technology advances to make that 'living' less arduous we are given more room to pursue our whims which are less likely to lead to debaucheries when the stresses of an inefficient system/infrastructure hikes up the prices of gas (a cost more per month than a car note), the price of food, utilities etc.. As we're given more room to breathe we're given more room to feel free to think freely. the task of achieving a efficient system that spans the globe will cost mega bucks - no way around that, but as our technologies require software to accelerate the processes of engineering a better way the open source approach presents an unparalleled workforce that if clocked at ten dollars an hour for 40 hours a week 12 months came to a total of $1,152,000,000.00 and that's based on the 60,000 man years that went into Linux 9 alone; I hate math and I'm sure there's someone who will decimate my simple calculations from the basement of their parents house during World of Warcraft quests - but based on the simple math for one application the value of the workers involved is mind boggling . eliminating the "pitch" to get the "account" to "package" the idea on specific levels will

- my three year old isn't going to give me a break and the point of this has escaped for now, but hopefully the momentum of this is enough for you to want to read Kelly's article and or put this into some perspective that gives you hope in our ever disappointing society...

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FS&G I: Vol. 2

- as animals we fight; wether it be the "Good Fight" or the facetious one when we strike for blood... the morning gives hint of the coiled spine and forked tongue polishing the fangs disguised as the "rabbit punch" that broke through - found its mark, the sequence of buttons pushed in a final jab... Composure stricken with faults breaks.

the "Union" is a tug of warring hinges each a separate dimension of of daggers cloaked in fingers poking at the good eye behind perception... a chain of traps linked to the bottom of the shallowest of fools - fully fledged in foolish tact, a dizzying slight of height - hands are black from pushing back...

liking "IT" for what it's for, for what it is and nothing more... the "Audience" is a cool way to decorate the tiniest of rooms - so why the target practice? reality is the fiction that ensues after we really drag it over the hot coals of each others suffering - are we dueling or quarreling?

"I ran into a strangeness, apparently it knew me - by the numbers quoted anger from the drama in its movie. I explained that I'm no actor for directing better suits me and dissolved in misdirection on a wild whim raveled loosely"

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Robert Palmers version of "You are in my system" is like Tom Jones version of "Kiss"

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Nauseum Museum

The targeted heart rate to make a decent loving from the www dot my eyes and cross my tease realm is unattainable - an octopus of perception failing in a sea of trees, drowning in potential; the seed is a world of fruit, remove the hinges and soon flees the door - unlock the frame and something will bond empty to filling.

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...FS&G

So the blog is boring - not the kind of juicy read you'd find in line at your local grocer. I am looking into another format now - at the moment the good old fashion "email" with the media fire link is #1 and the blog is crap and is less personal than the email. I'll still use it along with a third medium which you'll be informed of as soon as I get more info from Shane Beers out Wesr...

Da'shon (Atlanta) used media fire to share his mixes and personal productions (which are really cool) - I was impressed by the ease of use and jumped on the Media fire service in a flash.

Shane was cool enough to point out Double Twist as the preferred method of sharing way out west... I just want the most direct route of access for my friends, and will use all three to see what gifts the music in the most concise manner...

Will update folder in a few hours...